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Nine Grudges: The Spiteful Origins of the Happiest Dyke on Earth

Winner of the Quill Prose Award from Red Hen Press, Nine Grudges is a fierce, funny memoir about revenge, resilience, and the long, strange road to emotional freedom.

What some early readers have to say

C.A. Conrad

This is more than a memoir; it is a testament to the departure from trauma’s clutches. McCloy shows us the way by magnifying her working-class queerness with brilliant writing.

C.A. Conrad
Listen to the Golden Boomerang Return

Michelle Tea

Nine Grudges grabs hold of you like a best friend ready to divulge terrible, wonderful secrets. Funny, soulful, absolutely unafraid to look life in the eye, Molly McCloy’s tough and tender voice is addictive. An electric debut!

Michelle Tea
Knocking Myself Up, How to Grow Up, Against Memoir

Ann Cummins

Nine Grudges shouldn’t be funny, but it is simultaneously hilarious and chilling. Like Dorothy Allison in Bastard Out of Carolina, McCloy has a powerful voice, a poet’s ear, and amazing recall.

Ann Cummins
Red Ant House and Yellowcake

Jen Sincero

A story of rage and redemption, Nine Grudges reminds us that love, forgiveness and a wicked sense of humor can heal any wounds, even grudges lugged around for the better part of a lifetime.

Jen Sincero
NYT Bestselling Author of the You Are A Badass Series
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In 1992, When Molly was 22, she wrote her dad a letter asking him to apologize for nine instances of mental, verbal, and physical abuse. On the cusp of her college graduation, she spent her time drunk and high as she thrashed in a mosh pit or read Albert Camus…anything to avoid the troubled family she left behind in Arizona. But after a vivid nightmare involving her dad, Molly wrote the letter, giving her old man a chance to take responsibility for his actions. To her surprise, her dad wrote back.

Nine Grudges: The Spiteful Origins of the Happiest Dyke on Earth is the story of the nine childhood moments that almost broke Molly, her evolving relationship with those nine sources of resentment, and her quandaries about vulnerability, love, and trust. And while Nine Grudges is a queer story, it is not that tired faulty-cause-effect trope of queerness as catastrophe or half-hearted second-choice incited by trauma, but queerness as a fabulous experience for the author as a source of lightness and joy in a harsh world.

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Molly McCloy — Book Tour 2026

MOLLY McCLOY

BOOK TOUR 2026

Nine Grudges: The Spiteful Origins of the Happiest Dyke on Earth

Join Molly McCloy for readings, conversations, and celebrations of Nine Grudges.

SEPTEMBER

TUESDAYSEPT15

PHOENIX, AZ

Changing Hands BookstorePhoenix location
7:00 PM
with Robert Pela
RSVP FOR A FREE TICKET
THURSDAYSEPT17

TUCSON, AZ

Motosonora Brewery
7:00 PM
with David Fitzsimmons
Antigone Bookstore
will be supporting the
Tucson launch.
ORDER FROM
ANTIGONE
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SATURDAYSEPT19

PASADENA, CA

Red Hen Press Headquarters
4:00 PM
RSVP
THURSDAYSEPT24

SEATTLE, WA

Elliott Bay Books
7:00 PM
RESERVE YOUR SPOT
WEDNESDAYSEPT30

NEW YORK, NY

The New School66 W. 12th St.
6:00 PM
with Lois Jaramillo
EVENT DETAILS

OCTOBER

THURSDAYOCT8

PHILLY/MT. AIRY, PA

Big Blue Marble
6:00 PM
with Jackie Domenus
EVENT DETAILS
COMING SOON
THURSDAYOCT15

ST. MARY’S CITY, MD

St. Mary’s College of Maryland
7:30 PM
with Jerry Gabriel
EVENT DETAILS
SATURDAYOCT17

BALTIMORE, MD

Greedy Reads Remington
7:00 PM
EVENT DETAILS
COMING SOON
MONDAYOCT19

STATE COLLEGE, PA

State of the Story Show
at 3 Dots Downtown
EVENT DETAILS
COMING SOON

NOVEMBER

FRIDAYNOV6

SAN DIEGO, CA

Book Catapult
7:00 PM
with T. Greenwood, Jim Ruland,
Adrian Van Young, and Grace
Krilanovich
EVENT DETAILS
COMING SOON

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Some Buzz

An Interview on KJZZ

"All right, so in just a moment, I'm gonna have a conversation about a word. The word starts with a D, and it rhymes with strike."

Listen or Read At KJZZ

Some thoughts on Substack

"My friends love the title, but I’m curious to see how the generally-straight public will respond to the word “Dyke” on my book cover."

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